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Monday, June 01, 2009

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): just have to blog it out. i still can't move on. i know there's nothing i can do about it now but still can feel tears in my eyes when someone is talking about it ): i never felt this way before. maybe i never treat exam soooo seriously before. i really didn't want to screw up, i wanted to show my best. i prayed for good memory, prayed for everything else but to stay calm. and indeed, i remembered almost everything so i became indecisive and in the end, i couldn't get my thoughts right ): really felt like dying while writing. running is so much easier! just have to start well, and 横冲直撞 but in an exam if you 横冲直撞 it's like doomed. i know i shouldn't take it too hard. i know but i can't! ): i'm not as strong as i thought i'm. i thought i won't break down to tears, but it happened. i've been crying for such things for so many times and i'm disgusted by myself, i need tears of joy! i need to like reflect. but i still haven't show my parents ppr. i thought after today i can bring back good news and make up for it, but...

okay yes, 乐观 ! i'm blessed with so many wonderful people :D

you're always not there. & i guess i'm fine with it already.

♥ 7:44 PM