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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

never expect i will break down another time for this subject, at home. no celebration, no reward, no words of encouragement. actually i don't care if there's celebration or reward. all i need is you telling me you're proud of me. you made me feel that whatever i do is inadequate. you never ever really bother about the positive stuff about me, i know my english is not that good. but do you have to mention it to bring me down? you don't know how hard it was to pick myself up within minutes and carry on with paper2. you don't know how overwhelmed i was a few hours ago. tears of joy was something i never had before and never thought it would ever happen to me because i just could not comprehend how to cry when you're so happy. but i did, just a few hours ago, but it seemed so long ago already. i think i will forgot how it felt like tomorrow cause this pain could cover everything.

your 'i thought you will fail' didn't help at all.

♥ 7:52 PM